starting of todae was a lil moody;
once i woke up, i rushed tuh jie's blog;
saw her updates & tagged for her;
owas looking forward tuh her new updates;

went for service todae;
wasn't feeling that well on the middle when it was worship;
still a lil worried for jie in my heart;
ended up samsam was down with fever & i was alright;
Lord, take away jie's unhappiness& bless samsam with speedy recovery;
Dr A.R Bernard was great todae!
was about the reputation thingy;
truthfully, i almost fall aslp half way;
but did try my best tuh stay attentive;
& was really glad that todae's service ended early;
dun have tuh miss any parts & could rush down for work;
was so hungry but left onli 10 bucks;
so bought myself my favourite sushi XD
waited for jie & wanxin for work;

todae was yet another lonely dae;
after knowing jie & wanxin;
todae was the 1st day i really felt so lonely;
when i saw jie;
she ain't smiling;
i knew she was still emoing;
but i hope i could cheer her up;
she went off without me & wanxin tuh the office;
bought her a loli & passed her todae;
initially she didn't want it;
but when i said i would throw it away, she accepted it;
great;

was really damn low in mood already;
we din speak alot todae too;
she's quiet todae;
when she's sad im oso sad;
hate her so much luh;
why mus i accept a jie;
den now when i cherish sistership the most;
things happened;
i can do nothing except emoing too;
i din smile tuh the customers the whole dae todae;
except towards the end when i was back from the toilet break;
it hurts;
den when she came tuh my counter and try scanning things;
she din bother about me oso;
make me feel damn down once more;
i really dunnoe wad tuh do;
but i know i mus smile so that at least i could try tuh cheer her up;
waited for her after my declaration;
let her queue first for the counting of money;
i've done my best;

begged her tuh accompany wanxin & me tuh 163;
i left a lil money;
we went with setho LOL;
i wanted pei jie dun eat dinner;
so asked wanxin tuh but her own;
bought jie, wanxin & setho drinks with the money i left;
lent setho 1.5 more bucks tuh top up for his dinner;
really broke;
the money i left for lunch & dinner the rest of the week b4 my second pay;
but it was alright;
at least the barley warmed my stomach;
the atmosphere changed when jie suddenly whispered tuh wanxin;
i jus looked up at the teevee right infront of me;
den jie went tuh order food;
i was surprised initially;
i tot her EMOness made her brain stopped working;
that she would actually eat dinner?
i din expect she pack food for me;
& i din know how tuh react;
i hate people spending money on me luh;
wad tuh do?

i was once more lonely;
when i saw rolling & qiuyuan walked away;
i suppose rolling accompanies her tuh dinner;
but when i have nobody;
nobody was dere for me;
im back tuh square one;
once a loner, owas a loner;

i signed up for courses at the website le;
finally fixed my mind on only poly;
have tuh accept this & move on;
really hope i can get into business course;
& really hope that i could have fwens with me too;
jiayou bahs ky;
Lord, i hope this tyme ard;
i could really get into the courses i desire;
pls bless me enters business world successfully;
let me learn more in dere;
thanks Lord;

was touched by the porridge bought by jie;
i ate everything wors;
Lord, thanks for keeping me alive;
make tomorrow another balance record day;
earned onli 7k todae;
hope tomorrow earns more den 9k;
JYJY!
U RAWKS!
i stone;

signing off;
yimyim